Things are about to get really interesting….

So last night I had a decision to make: go all the way….or, well, don’t go all the way. I won’t tell my decision. But the whole thing is just so complicated because I’m a lesbian, not to mention a virgin in some areas. But I called my bestfriend Courtney aka Courty court and asked her for her opinion on whether or not I should go all the way. It’s been a while people. But anyways, we talked about it last night and I just want to tell you why I think it’s so complicated, due to my sexuality.

Depending on the role you want to play, or don’t want to play, aggressive or non-aggressive, what’s considered going all the way changes. If you’re playing the non-aggressive  role, then you would be opening yourself up to the other person. On the other hand, if you’re on the aggressive end, then you would be giving yourself up, for lack of a better phrase. Now I would fit more into the former category in right now, thought there’s no problem playing both, but as I stated, it’s already established that I would fit more into the former and not the latter. But would if the opportunity presents itself to be the latter and the more aggressive one? When you’re so set in your mind as being the non-aggressive partner, does that still mean something? Wait let me rephrase that, should it mean something? Would is still count, as it pertains to me, as “giving it up”, if out of nowhere I’m givin the opportunity to be the aggressor?

Why the hell doesn’t wordpress have spellcheck? Excuse me if none of the above makes sense or some things are misspelled.